first things first, startpanicattack/
OMGWTFHOLYSHIT I WENT THROUGH MY HOL HW TODAY. AND REALISED I HAVE A STACK OF WORKSHEETS I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT, IT'S THE THICKNESS OF MY FRIGGIN A MATH TEXTBOOK!!!
DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE SCREW THE MATH WORKSHEETS, TEACHER WON'T CHECK, I'M FREAKING OUT OVER MY GEOG AND ENGLISH. SHIT DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE AND SCHOOL STARTS IN LESS THAN 48 HOURS! ARRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHH /endpanicattack
i got freaked when i realised muzfirah did like ALL her hw.
then i remembered that hw is like, her best friend
i'm serious
her HOBBY, like what she does in her free time... is HOMEWORK == she has a COLLECTION
so i checked with another classmate who is serious about his studies like me and muzfirah... and he did even less work than me, he barely even touched his math. so i'm relatively calm now. ...sorta

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i wanna go for the MJ tribute tmr, but i can't make it since it's from 5pm to 11pm and i have school the next day, so my folks refuse to let me outta the house. ==
Rest In Peace, MJ. You left much too soon.

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anyways~
i feel damn dance deprived. i need to dance, damn it.
Nictay came up with the idea to make each of us drill each other on what we're good at (like, i'll drill them on popping... etcetc) so i'm gonna hold her to that.
also, the two of us are gonna choreo a popping routine together so that next time when we have a cypher with the guys, we can do the routine and totally burn them. or i quote, "pwn the socks off the guys" xD

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Things I need to do:

-TRY and choreo SOMETHING one day;, have never been able to in the past, because i can't remember what I do when i freestyle. but screw it, i have to try.

-start learning c-walking again; 'cause it's fun and useful and there's no shortage of tutorial videos online.

-get nictay to drill me on grooving; because i need it >< i'm all technical.

-collab with nictay on the popping choreo; what can i say, i wanna burn the boys with her

-plan our imba birthday party 2010 with lex; we have the same birthday. on feb 27 2010, i turn 18, she turns 21. so we're gonna throw the most bad-ass party we can manage (dance floor, dj, invitation-only access, etcetc)

-decide on exactly what course i want to take in poly, as well as back-up options... and TALK TO MY PARENTS ABOUT IT; >< ...help. (if i die within the next few months, you'll know why)

-STUDY FOR O LEVELS; let's face it, deciding on a course i really want won't help if i can't even get in it

-sort out all the shit in my head; cos everytime i think i finally manage to get myself to think straight or be normal or any of that, i go back to exactly where i was, and i'm F***ING TIRED OF IT. why the hell can't i do this?